dr jekyll, i shall not be.

judging from the title... yoda, i'm soon becoming.

oh no, i've come face to face with ageing. its more scary than i thought. pls dont tell me to age gracefully. women out there, agree with me? when fine lines, wrinkles, pigmentation, grey hairs (not that i have it YET), one by one, creeps up on u, how do u think sitting and telling yourself to age gracefully will help?!?! i'm sure u cant help but freak out. boohoo. how to defy nature? how to stay looking young? its no wonder that the cosmetic industry is earning millions and billions for women like me are slathering sunscreen, creme de la mer and what not on our skin for fear of looking old. i'm sure i'm not the only one here.

should i ever make it big in the field of clinical trials or alternatively known as clinical research, or chair the FDA, i'll implement trials to be carried out on pedophiles and rapists instead of healthy volunteers (not that the drugs are deadly or what). clinical trials are conducted in different phases of studies, starting from healthy volunteers to patients suffering from the condition and ends with post marketing surveillance (u might ask abt animal studies. they're are carried out way before clinical trials). many would argue that these pple are humans too. yep, they are but have committed an inhumane act. i'm sure tis topic would receive controversy but my point of view is why not, for several reasons.

• u can save on participating fee.
• there'll be no problem with compliance since they're being watched and so will not miss a dose.
• convenient for monitoring purposes, blood test, urine tests, etc. since they're all under the same roof, there's no need for fixing of appointments.

what an ambitious thought!!!