eve of 5 of 6

i'm writing tis from the uni library. yes, my home computer is gone. gone as in away with the freight company. the guy came tis morning and collected everything, all 12 boxes worth of baju (including michelin), shoes, books, monitor, printer, barang barang accumulated over the last 34 months.

i'm feeling so lost without a computer (yep, it has only been a couple of hours). correction. i've the lappy still but with NO BROADBAND CONNECTION. ya lor, i dont hv a network card. i can only be hooked up to 56k connection. so damn slow. sorry for those who'r still on 56. no offence to u. i'm jus too used to having broadband speed. in fact, i dont even know if my dialup would affect my housemate's broadband connection cos i've heard that both dialup & broadband dont go together. anyway, if i really get so bored later (yes, no telly too. the telly is gone!!!), i'll try to dial up and try to hear if there's any screaming coming from his room. i made him sound so drama. :P apparantly, he is but in a good way of course.

the thought of the imminent hit me tis morning when i was out buying a roll of packing tape. the lift, the main gate, the letterbox, the path to the bus stop, the waiting at the crossing, the shops, the friends u made at the shops, the buses, the familiar bus drivers, the routine, the place u called home for 34 months, gonna be taken over by a new yet familiar surrounding. well, when it has to happen, it has to. human beings have the ability to adapt to changes and embrace a new environment when we have to. its an in-built instinct in us. sad, depressed we'll feel but given time, we'll get over it and move on. when we look back, the fond memories will flood our minds and praises we will sing.

arrgh.... OH and i might spend 5 of 6 and 6 of 6 at home. what coldsnap gone by thursday?!?! its still so bloody cold. i so want my michelin!!!!

i might not have the chance to write till i get back to singapore. then again, i might try to dial up as and when boredom haunts me. till then, take care guys and do check back in a week's time, the latest.